My Happy Moments

These moments are not complete unless you are by my side. I know a bit corny but idc, he makes me smile in ways that i never thought i would.

His personality alone lights up my world. Tho i swear this feels like a dream.

Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Damn I think I love that boy
Do anything for that boy
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Now I'll never be the same
You and me until the end

- Beyonce "Countdown"

Welkome to the new year

Its already 5 days into the new year and i am tryna keep a positive out look this year.
I am no longer living the single life, he is a very sweet guy.
some one close to the group of people i go to school with

the whole thing was weird to me at first but as time passed i began to understand that going outside my type can get you far

tomorrow is our first date and i am nervous AF. never had butterflies in a long time so maybe this is a good thing

City Tech ---the school i attend

I have been attending the New York City College of Technology for about two years now. There are things i like and things i don't like about the cuny system.

Like this tuition hike they implemented. They are raising it every semester for the next 5 years make it feel like a private college. I mean come on why the hell we have to do this to us for.

Some times the teachers don't care about us as students but as a dollar sign. But then some of the teachers are always there for you and those are the classes you can get an easy A in.

The people i have met in the last two years are awesome and i love them very much.

Where does the time gooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so another year is almost gone.
my how time flies
i swear its like we snap our fingers snap and time is gone

Back to school

ok so its about that time

yup i am talking bout back to school and not like any normal person but i am hype

from working all summer i am ready to go back to school and see all my friends

i missed them so much it is unexplainable

what erks my nerves

ok so everyone has something or somethings that just annoys the ish out of them

i have a list

1. clingy people
2. metal rubbing on metal
3. people that think they know everything when they know nothing
4. ones that think that they a better then everyone
5. the stupid auto correct on my ipod touch
6. the fact that u have to sneeze and it just wont come out
7. a loud burp that comes put as just air
8. commercials that cut into other commercials
9. one piece of paper that is out of place for no reason
10. twisted bra straps
11. when u realize you have no more shampoo when u get in the shower


i know i have more but i can't think of them right now

the month of june is almost over. i so wish school was here already.
I feel like this is the worst summer of my life. i know he hates me just by the way he says the things he says.

why can't anyone ever like me for me?

I understand how you are and i can deal with that but please dont try and change me. i like how i am some of the time and i wont dare change how you are becasue i dont like it.

I can't believe i am going to make this into a post about me writing to you, no i wont do that.

This is about me and my randomness.......

I have finally got a summer job, even if its working for the PAL (Police Athletic League) its something and i am happy.

I have to make a dicission if i really wanna go with them to florida or do i want to stay here in NEW YORK.

My whole life is here and idk how i could start over. well i guess i have to look at it from a whats better point of view

For now

me *