the month of june is almost over. i so wish school was here already.
I feel like this is the worst summer of my life. i know he hates me just by the way he says the things he says.

why can't anyone ever like me for me?

I understand how you are and i can deal with that but please dont try and change me. i like how i am some of the time and i wont dare change how you are becasue i dont like it.

I can't believe i am going to make this into a post about me writing to you, no i wont do that.

This is about me and my randomness.......

I have finally got a summer job, even if its working for the PAL (Police Athletic League) its something and i am happy.

I have to make a dicission if i really wanna go with them to florida or do i want to stay here in NEW YORK.

My whole life is here and idk how i could start over. well i guess i have to look at it from a whats better point of view

For now

me *