A new Leaf

There is only 2 and half days left untill 2011.

I started over new.

I made up with my mom and i am gettin to know my step father better. it turns out he is a really cool guy. Tho i only have 1 mother and 1 father, it is pretty cool to have back up parents. there is alot of things i can learn from him when it comes to technology.

I kmoe that you are not suppose to have a favorite and that's ok but when it comes to being at ma moms house i have realize that i am more calmer around ma mom, even tho i may not like her at times, there is always something i can find that she is more cooler.

Being at ma moms house i have the opportunity to do things i cant at ma dads. Its sad to say but at ma dads i feel like there are rules that a person at my age should not have to follow. it feels to much like a house that is made for a child with a curfew and rules.( like time limit on computer and video games or be in bed at a certain time) i feel like i have more freedom at ma moms.

you never realize how much you need someone till u dont have them in your life and that could be for a few mins or a a few months. it just aint the same when they are not there.

now on to my love life......................

i may say all the time i dont want a boyfriend or a relationship and i have my reason for that.

The person i have fell in love with was always out of reach, that is until now.

I am going to take every chance i can get to make this work the right way, some have said that he is not what i want him to be but they just dont understand what is going on.

being with a man that has a child is not always easy and i understand that. but when you love someone yu find ways to make it work.

I am now 22 years old and i am not getting any younger. i am going to start over new and do what i have to do for me.

A NEW YEAR A NEW MEE amd alot of ppl say that and dont act on it. well me i am deffinettly going to acct on it.




so until next time

Happy new year everyone