A new Leaf

There is only 2 and half days left untill 2011.

I started over new.

I made up with my mom and i am gettin to know my step father better. it turns out he is a really cool guy. Tho i only have 1 mother and 1 father, it is pretty cool to have back up parents. there is alot of things i can learn from him when it comes to technology.

I kmoe that you are not suppose to have a favorite and that's ok but when it comes to being at ma moms house i have realize that i am more calmer around ma mom, even tho i may not like her at times, there is always something i can find that she is more cooler.

Being at ma moms house i have the opportunity to do things i cant at ma dads. Its sad to say but at ma dads i feel like there are rules that a person at my age should not have to follow. it feels to much like a house that is made for a child with a curfew and rules.( like time limit on computer and video games or be in bed at a certain time) i feel like i have more freedom at ma moms.

you never realize how much you need someone till u dont have them in your life and that could be for a few mins or a a few months. it just aint the same when they are not there.

now on to my love life......................

i may say all the time i dont want a boyfriend or a relationship and i have my reason for that.

The person i have fell in love with was always out of reach, that is until now.

I am going to take every chance i can get to make this work the right way, some have said that he is not what i want him to be but they just dont understand what is going on.

being with a man that has a child is not always easy and i understand that. but when you love someone yu find ways to make it work.

I am now 22 years old and i am not getting any younger. i am going to start over new and do what i have to do for me.

A NEW YEAR A NEW MEE amd alot of ppl say that and dont act on it. well me i am deffinettly going to acct on it.




so until next time

Happy new year everyone

The end is near

OK so its been w really long time since i have been on here, i know shame on me.

But hey a gurl has to do what she has to do to survive on the streets lol.

so the semester is almost over like dead ass onli a week to go. it was a pretty easy half of the year, sort of looking forward towards the spring. so many different and hard classes to take.
-Pre Cal
-Phsyc
-Eng Comp 2
-Speach
-Bio

so yea thats what i got in the spring.

Stuff that got me sad
-JOvie is moving to PR :( but hey look at it this way i got some where to go for spring break. :)
-I am gonna be 22 in two weeks time so flys so quick
-I miss my lil man so much :*(

when they say what ever dont kill you makes you stronger, they are so right because so many things come into your life to try and stop you from getting to where you wanna go and its up to you if its gonna stop you or not.

wellll i am gonna make a promiss that i am gonna write more on here so you guys knoes whats up

tata for now