Pain

With all the stuff that goes on i am glad i have you to talk to. I think i might have been sedated or commited by now. to here your voice and t ell me its all gonna be ok, i know i can trust you. But with you being so many miles away, i can only here your voice and know that i can try and relax.

what i would give to see you face again to laugh with you, just to do the stupid thing we use to do up there. But hey soon i will, i know you come home every other week. maybe one week you can spend it with me and it can be like old times.

you truly are a angle sent down from haven to watch over me. between you and my bestie i know i can make it on this earth. Struggles come and go but what we have can last forever.

the things i tell you and the secrets we share can only effect us so much. this life can damage the future but in the same breath open new doors. She can feel your pain and understand your life, but in order to be with you she has to experience the same feelings. What can we do about this life that we share.

Damaged or not i will always love you no matter who you are with or where you will be.

I am in pain and your the only one that can see it. Not gonna care no more who i hurt or who has to say what. I live for me and your love

There is just somethings a person can't and wont understand